This Guy, He Will Cut Your Fucking Head Off and Keep Walking.....

My Hijacked American Lie-fe

The Jay you all once knew is gone. He is dead. The guy that came back from San Luis Obispo is someone and something very different from the person he was two months before. I hear them tell the story of how I died one morning in a motel in SLO. They have a recording of it. I was in a blacked out motel room when I said ' Sunlight doesn't do that...." than it's dead air for about a minute. Than you hear my voice say "I just saw something I wasn't supposed to see". I remember it well. I later wrote that death is the most amazing experience you will never remember. I am not the same person i used to be. I am me but there seems to be more that I can't explain. I believe those questions and so much more will all be revealed in due time. (I know that sounds extremely odd and borderline, I should be in a padded white room with lots of thorazine, but it is the truth. I have very few things left in this world. My word is my most valuable to me. Once I lose that I have nothing. What I wrote seems outlandish and I questioned even writing it but I believe in being honest and being direct. There are things that have happened to me since coming back from SLO that I have no logical or rational explanation for. I don't have all the answers and I hope to learn some of them soon. Thank you for listening. Thank you for your support. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/jay-kambestad/support